66% Asian ( ˘˘̯)

If you're Asian you GOTTA take this quiz If you're not, just do it anyways :) Mark an X for yes, total your Xs. So, how 'asian' are you?

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 7

[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (science)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis (backyard :P)
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 8

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[x] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] (If you're a girl)You prefer white guys over asian guys (If you're a guy)You prefer asian girls
[x] Your mother/father tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 7

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You know BOA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You play a musical instrument
[ ] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 5

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[ ] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[x] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 4

[ ] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have a tutor
[ ] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"

X's so far: 2

Total X's: 33 Your total x 2 Result: 66%

I'm 14 but I act like I'm 5 years older :D

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention (in high school)
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study even when you don't have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have traveled overseas for more than 5 times
[x] You make your bed in the morning
[x] You realized people of the opposite sex might just make better friends.

TOTAL: 5

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Haha... bored much?

ℓ i f є

All of them changed this year.
Why?
Did your life change too this year?
Do you know why?
Wow.
I feel like talking to myself.
To my laptop, actually.
Laptop in front of me, so bright aye?
Earphones in my ear. Volume -----51-----
Not sleeping properly. Phone by my side. No credit.
Internet got fucked up after some lectures.
Got annoyed by brother and how some dude just playing with my feelings.
I know your name starts with F.
Stupid me. I fell for that.
Was that only a rumour? About you saying that stuff about me?
Now you got another one, but you’re still talking to me?! I’m confused.
No one to talk to right now.
So sad.
Hahaha.
?
This made me feel I wanna change back to my old me.
When there wasn’t any problem to solve, except Maths.
When there was no this “crush” and “love” thingy magic.
When I was innocent, small, and always smile.
When my feelings were always light and happy.
When I got lots of friends or cousins to hang out with.
When I was in Indonesia.
When there was not much technology like this now.
When I got my freedom to wear anything/go enywhere.
When I still got my grandpa.
Ok, stop right there.
This song just remind me of my old time; Pelangiku and Andai Aku Telah Dewasa by Sherina Munaf
Huh.
Sucks much?
No YouTube or anything. Oh, no MSN to have a chat with you. Oh, no Facebook to stalk to. Jokes.
I’m writing on Microsoft Word. Hah.
Then post this the next day. IF I can be bothered.
How lame.
Hiding from my parents to do this?
Tired of this stuff.
People would say, I need a life. Do I? Oh, I got one already, and it just got fucked up each an everyday.
And that’s what in my mind now, laptop.
I’m thinking what would the other people think, and I’m telling you how I feel. Is it okay?
ZOMFG! I’m getting weirder :o
Who cares.
My laptop, my Microsoft Word, my blog, my mind, and my hand.
Get a L I F E
Well I can’t can I if they say no this, no that?
Hate my life now. One lamp is 3 meters away from me, sad music’s on, can’t sit still, back is hurting, hair a mess, life.. is a mess.
Should’ve not wish that I wanna be a teenager when I was small.
But anyway, I would still grow. Hah.
Should’ve asked for advices before I turned to a teenager.
But too late anyway, we can’t rewind the times, right?
What a waste.

5/10/10 -10:50pm

Problems?

Look, bitches.
If we're going out, STOP MAKING SHITS! LIKE.. PROBLEMS!
SERIOUSLY!
FUCK!
If we're hanging out, tell me when, where, what time till what time, who's coming, and what are we going to do!
There, done!
For those that's NOT SURE, tell theeeeeeeeem to tell you if they are coming or not ASAP!
AND YO! If you have problems, ask the one that created the event!
If you don't know how to contact her, then just ask that question!
Not aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall question,
that made me have to ask her sooo many question, texting, with my dad's phone.
And since I have told her, she got a bit mad, and who got it? ME! Not you!
PLEASSSSSSSSSSSE, maan, if she cant come early and doesn't want 'them' to come,
REPLY IT NICELY! BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THAT PROBLEM! IT'S NOT MMMMMMMMMMYYYY PROBLEM!
You could've say it "oh well, yea, but blah blah blah" NOT "oh no, if you're gonna listen to her, and not listen to me, blah blah blah, and its not her choice blah blah blah blaaaaaaaaah"! FUCK! I'm fucking tired alright? DON'T YOU KNOW WHO I AM TO YOUUU? Don't you have a heart?
I asked you if you're fuckin ok and you said you AREEE ok? But what's with the reply, mate?
And I told you that if something's wrong, tell me and I told you why I'm asking that, but do you really know why?
DO YOU?
Guess not.
Well, it's becauseeee, you're my best friend, you're the closest one.
I mean come on? Don't you know all this stuff?
Fucking faggot== (not to you)
I feel like swearing, hah
Tired of this stuff.
If you guys have problem, call each other! Don't just put me in the middle, when its NOT my fuckin problem!! AND don't think I'm a messenger, because I'm NOOOOOOOOOOOOOT a technology stuff that you guys suppose to use!
I'm a human! Your friend!
That has feelings.
AND if you're MAAAAAAAAAD at her, don't bring the madness to me?? Did I do something wrong?
I know that'll make you be in a bad mood, but please, be nice a little?
Fudgee==
I don't have anyone to talk to right now, cos almost everyone that I used to have, is gone.
It pisses me.
So I wrote it here, just to let it release.
I know it's not a good idea, but where else?
Can't be fucked to write with pencil on my "Secret Diary"
prefer typing more.
SOOOO please, know how I feel in between, you two? Know how I feel in my situation?
Of course you guys "don't really" know how it feels.
Cos some of you doesn't fuckin care.
I mean, I always be there for you's, Wasn't I?
Oh, maybe, when I'm not there, you guys didn't tell me? So you thought I was ignoring?
Huh
BUT seriously, where are you's when I need you guys? How come you guys doesn't really know how it feels?
Sometimes it hurts.
And bad thing is, I don't tell you guys when/why I got hurt.
Why?
Ask yourself.
Do you's care?
Hah.
Whatever.
But seriously, don't bring those madness to me, when I'm not involved.
Good
Bye.

Pergilah Kau - Sherina :)

Geeee.. The lyrics and the beat is soooo sad D: Plus, love the video maan, creative ahah(?) ♥ Sherinaa



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Pada semua kasih sayangmu
Tak mau lagi aku tersentuh
Pada semua pengakuanmu

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Reff:
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah semua rasa bersalahmu
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah rahasiamu yang tak ingin kutahui

Tak mau lagi aku terjerat
Pada semua janji-janjimu
Tak mau lagi aku terkait
Pada semua permainanmu

Back to #, Reff

Bertahun-tahun bersama
Kupercayaimu
Kubanggakan kamu
Berikan s’galanya
Aku tak mau lagi
Ku tak mau lagi huoo… Yeee…Hee…

Back to Reff

Pergilah kau
Tak ingin kutahui
Pergilah kau
Ku tahui

:')

Hell-o?

Okay, more than an hour I guess I'm waiting. Where are you?
I'm AVAILABLE, as you wished, right? COMEEE OOOOON, I'm on MSN maaan.
Sadly, I can't cry right now, the tears wouldn't come out
when I feel like crying.
Does that mean I hate you??

No way.

As I'm wondering right now, I think you're taking a revenge. Are you?
What did I actually do to you? Did I ignore you?
If you thought I was. Then you're wrong.
I know you wanted me to start the convo first.
But usually, boy starts first. Right?
Since I kept on changing my MSN status, and now not anymore.
You're doing it-___-

When you're online and Available
I do really wanna talk to you, but you know me.
I'm shy.
What should I do? I can't change myself for only just.. one click?

From my deepest heart I'm sorry, you know I like you.
Maybe love you-__-
zomg, its lame-.-
Never wrote something like this before hh.

I miss youuu.
Don't you know??
Everynight, every single night,
I'm crying, and I'm hurt sometimes.
Not because of you, well , a lil bit.

Now that you're online..
Should I talk to you?

Perth Royal Show 2010

OHYEAAAAAAH, It's on alright(?) From the 25th of September (Saturday) - 2nd of October 2010 <-- Which is this Saturday.
YEAH, people kept on ask me "are you goin'?", "when are you going?", "who're you going with?", "planning anything today?".
NOOOO ! Yea yea yea, bad mood. I was gonna go, with my friends, my family friends, my neighbours I'll say. They are all boys aha :D Which they told me to bring my friends too. I invited 2 of my friends. Wow, yes, they're coming! Wooohooo. "Wait, when is it?", "Saturday?", "No", "wait", "Thursday!", "Sure?", "Sure?", "yeah", "what time?", "who's coming?". "Ok I'll come", "sure?", "yeah", "Ok", "aye, are you going?", "maybe". "Oh na, we're both not coming".
Wow, all that convo. Yup that thing did happen. I don't mean to tease you guys, but i'm just writing what I felt that night when you guys told me you guys not coming..
So I told my neighbours that I'm not coming, which was disappointing, I really wanna go. It was suppose to be today, but.. yeah, what else can I do?
I'm not allowed to be the "ONLY GIRL, blah blah blah. Dad said it's against religion. I'm like... Really? I guess I forgot bout it..
So today was cancelled and I end up sitting or shitting-__- in front of the computer. Music's on, typing, and a cup of water is beside me. And now, which you know I'm not going anywhere today, I'm gonna talk about the Royal Show instead. AHA. Bored much? I know-__-
For children, 5-15 years old: $12. While the adult is: $25. Big difference?
Family: $62; 1 single entry for 2 Adults and 2 Children OR 1 Adult and 4 Children.
DAMN
Aha. All I wanna do there was to go to the Claw, Haunted Hotel, Mega Drop, Nitro, Orbitor, Python Loop, Ranger, Shywalker, Speed, Super Nova, XXXL!
Okay, that was just about everything there. Should've write EVERYTHING, but hey! Maybe I can't afford it anyway-__- $10 for each ride PLUS long queue, PLUS, the hot sun (well, today's cloudy).
Dad's said, rather than that, I can save the money to buy the iPod Touch ehe :D the 4th generation, mate. -->-->-->

And also, really, my friends are going to Adventure World.

_________________________________________________________
They said it's more cooler, I mean, it saves more money, aha. Other than Royal Show?


HAHA, Adventure World sureee wins it.
So I'm a bit glad that I didn't go. But reaaaaaaaaaaaally, I do reaaaaally wanna go with him :( That's why I was a bit upset hah-_-
So... "are you going?"

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry (: ♥

It's kinda wrong, but I like the beat etc aha♥ The song and lyric is in the iPod music thingg, if ya wanna listen to it :D

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem feat. Rihanna (:

Actually hate the way you lie♥ (:

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Confused2

Well you know what?
I'm done with this blind gut.
Stupidity these days
is high up, what a disgrace.

I mean, come on?
Did my life just turned on?
Wow, yea, I'm a kid
Does it mean I don't have any trouble, captain kid?
Oh wait, I just turned thirteen
Does that mean I'm now a teen?

I already felt like I was a teen before you
so, shoo.
You don't control your mood like I do
I mean come on, I'm not a show off like you.

I repeat it again and again
You obviously don't have a brain.
You hurt my feeling
Are you good at healing?

You left me behind
you thought I'm offlined.
I always be there for you when you need me
But where are you when I can't see?
Can't see the answer that I need
This heart is gonna bleed
Any second now, I plead.

Wow, I'm confused
Is it because I got bruised?
I don't like being stuck here
Like the ones I love all disappear.

Am I innocent?
Do I have to write an agreement?
Oooohhh freaken hell, I'm done with all this shits in my head
But really, I hope its all gone when I'm dead..

Bieber got oooowned ;D

WTF ! Hah ! I know, first, I was like what the hell ? Are you serious ? Bieber ? Got hit ? HAHAHA, yea, I laughed out loud-.-



Well, I dislikes Bieber, but like his songs, some of 'em. It's just mean how people are just throwing these bottles, especially on stage xD Where like, cameras, fans, securities, etc. HAH ! For the Bieber fans, I'm sorry, I don't mean to tease him or anything, but I just can't believe it HAAAAA, so yea, don't get phuking damn angry coz you know how people are just posting shieeeesszzz ? Hah yeaa ;D

Cya

T I R E D ;_;

Feels different now, school has started, and it was kind of normal. Yeah, normal but it's USUALLY normal, but not this term :( I don't know why I kept on let my self down. From my heart (?) it's because of you #again. But it's true anyway. Some other days you were giving a sign that you still like me, but sometimes you don't which it doesn't make sense! Well, yesterday (23.07.10) on Friday prayer, I got told by Year 7 girl that you "don't really like me" any more :( which I kind of pretended that I was happy, but no way, I'm not.

Okay... I admitted that I regretted what I've done, I should've go out with you last year ! But did you really asked me out ? Or was it just my friend ? C'mooooooooooooooooon ! I want an answer ! You were online last time but you didn't say anything to me :'( What should I do ? It's like I'm thinking/wishing/begging for you :(( I know that I might be arrogant in front of you, but you knew I'm a shy type of girl right ? I'm not use to you yet. What should I do ? Leave you alone ? I'm just tired of waiting :( I bet you too. I wanna call you soooo freakin bad :( But I guess you won't let me aye.

FOR FARK SAKE ! I'm writing this and, seriously I'm putting shits in my blog because of you ! I'm tired :''''(

But I'm still ... you niway :) (?)

HAHA gay -,-

Paramore - Here We Go Again (lyric)

So true ☺

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all times to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Oh (No, I'm not)

I'll write you to, to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back...
(No, I'm not)
So we just take it back...
(I'm not)
So we just take it back...

Paramore - The Only Exception♥ (lyric)

Just love this song :')


When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched as he tried to reassemble it

And my mama swore
That she would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But, darling, you are the only exception
But you are the only exception
But you are the only exception
But you are the only exception

Well, maybe I know somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now, I had sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, you are the only exception
Well, you are the only exception
Well, you are the only exception
Well, you are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me of some kind of proof it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Erh .."WOW"

(?)
So... I was wrong all along. Today at 9.02pm you chatted with me, well you only said "hi" but then I'm offline because I need to pray O:-) #sok and changed my computer onto laptop(?). I replied about 12 minutes later and we started to talk for a bit. Then I said "I'm sorry about Friday thingy" You said "?? What happened?" As if you've forgotten about it And I explained it of course. And you said "it's okay"♥. Which made me kinda release my guiltiness.

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So ! I was wrong all along, I shouldn't just f*cking cry and talk sh*t bout it. I should've just wait and forget bout it a little and yeah... wait until you reply. I mean go f*ckin look ! I was hurt and stuff because of you.. But it's alright now, I'm not gonna make a big mess again. But really, what makes us be together ? We just had a little convo, just after you said "it's okay" and I said "ok then" we stopped. Maybe I can't call you anymore aye ? HHHHHHHHHHHHH who cares now, all I want is a life without a problem ! Erh... everybody of course wanted that to happen-_- but some might just seems to be lost, just like meh -_- Hurffffff... I'll still try my best though #again.

Good bye now Bloggers :'3

It's like the end

Yesterday night, you wanted me to call you, and that was like 9/10 pm. I knew it was just too soon. But anyway, I listened to you. I called you with my dad's phone and I've made an excuse. You picked it up quickly as if you really want to talk to me. After we talk for a while, something happened, and its probably unusual. I couldn't hear you, you were probably too. I shouted a bit loud and of course my parents could hear it, so did yours. You shouted. And when the time you had to go, you whispered on the phone: "I gotta go" which I said "okay"♥. I laughed a lil and put a status on Twitter about what'd you said. I thought you weren't gonna chat with me on Facebook. But then you told me that your family got disturbed from how you talk loudly to me on the phone and they woke up which maybe... I don't know. I asked you, did you get in trouble ? You didn't answer from the chat. I tried to apologise, you didn't give a respond or send me a message just like how you use to when you thought that I'm offline.

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'Till today, you haven't give me a respond. You haven't go online on Facebook. You know, I really thought that you're online every night because its holiday. But maybe just maybe I realise that you're online because you wanted to talk to me, would that be right ? I can't send you a message, just to scared that you're just gonna delete and blah blah blah. I can't call you because maybe that's the reason why you hate me now. I just don't know what to do. And I felt guilty, because, if I can't hear you, you can just type what you're gonna say on the Facebook chat, right ? But you wouldn't listen. You've made it harder for me. You told me that you have more than 15 girlfriends. Isn't that just like what Playboys would have ? Are you really like this ? Just wait. Are you angry at me ? OR are you grounded ? These questions are all over my head. Swimming and twirling around. You can't feel it can you ?

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School starts on the 20th maybe. How am I suppose to react in front of you ? Covering my face all the time ? It's just ridiculous. And wow, I never knew that I would cry. Maybe it is better if I'm single, I mean I am. But you're just like the "wannabe my boyfriend". You know, just like you said, we've talk so many stuff. We joked around at so many stuff. It's just like we are together. But really.. this is just like we're done. Sometimes, teenager's relationship just bring sadness and they just want to kill themselves which I probably think I should do that. But no way am I gonna do that, I mean, just for that ? Looking at my old baby picture with my gone grandfather just make me realise how much I've grown. I've always wanted to grow up when I was little. But now, look, what confuses teenagers recently ? Relationship with dudes.

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I'm still waiting for you now. Maybe 'till school starts. Yeah maybe, or I'll just give up, and leave you and make a new start. Yeah maybe Lets do that.

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Still waiting for you.
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Good bye♥ :')

PS: AM I THAT SENSITIVE ?-_-

I miss Indo D:

Okay, you know how this is holiday, right ? People would go to their country and LALALA, shopping -___-, going out somewhere etc. BUT HOW BOUT MEH ?! I'm twelve and I miss my country ! Do you know how much your country really look like the best home ever ? Hurrrrrrmmmmm... but I guess i have to see the situation, how my dad is really trying his hardest to finish his study, I mean, he studied here for almost, 2004-2005-2006-2007-2008-2009-2010, how many years is that ? 7 or 6 ? -___- and also my mum, who really work fast. And I dont think my bro is ready to head Indo's education, well, neither do I. But I just miss everything there, I just wish i could have 5 wishes.
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Those wishes won't happen though, but you can really make the wishes come true if you make the effort to it. WHICH I'm lazy ! Of course, these days girls and boys, ladies & gentleman(?) are lazy ! Can't be stuff, can't be bothered, can't be f*cked -___- which made me feel hopeless. I miss every food there that are HALAL haha :') Those McDonald and what ever they have and i the ones that i never eat it for almost 2 years :')) But i'll still try though, finishing my school and make a good grade. I mean, DAMN ! I could get kill in Indonesia. Maybe its because too much homework perhaps ? or the education really.
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Almost every day i pray, sometimes forgot to ask forgiveness, wishes, which makes me feel guilty about everything. I still wanna try though, i have to, reaaaaaaally, have to. HAHA LAME ! But yeah..

See yous : ]

Unreal

YEAH! Like from Sunday the 4th of July ---> HOLIDAY, he started to call meh, you guys shouldve seen my whole face after that HAHAHA. So anyways i felt guilty for not accepting the request to go out with him. YES ! It was last year since he like me, and at that time, i was so f*ckiiiiiiiin stupid ! Until now, i dont know what to do, but most of the night and afternoon he chat with meh, which is awesome♥ He told me to call him several times, but you know how my parents are really concern about having a boyfriend ?? URGHHH, is like killing my ass off :'(

I really don't know whether i should ask him out or just freaken SHOOT! Not those shoot thing with guns-__- with that love arrow thingy magic HAHA♥ I really wanna do that, but fck, HOW ?! I even searched it on the Internet but cant be stuff yoh know -__- This holiday, all i did was internet internet internet, tv tv tv, music music music, laughing laughing laughing (?) Isn't that the f*ckin, sh*test school holiday ever ?? My friends are going out with each other but some dont, which made me confused. Just dont know why. I really even wish to go out with him, i mean, its great because he's in year 9, cute (HAHA), kinda funny, etc♥ But..... grr dont know what to do now.

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Should I shoot him immediately or should I just wait until we're reaaaaaaally close enough ? HAHA
Really I could've just trash this stuff that going on all over my head but its just too important(?) -__-
Bye Now : )

Pulpo Paul

Okay now, for 1 month I never write anything here haha. I just don't know what to write, and i just can't be bothered, but seeing my friends are all blogging it made me want to, but what should I write ? My mind just stuffed up. Okay the world cup is gonna end on Sunday ! Which the TV program is gonna be freaken boring with all that rubbish. Since this week ----> Holiday, I never knew there's an octopus that predicts who is gonna win/lose. And that octopus is Pulpo Paul, weird name aye ? HAHAH
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Since I knew this octopus, I got surprised that his predictions are right. He predicted that #GER would win the game by versusing #ARG. And it was right. I thought it was just a lucky guess. But on July 7th/6th, #GER vs #ESP, Paul predicted that #ESP would win. Of course i wouldn't believe it, but after I watched the match, well i didnt really watch it because of my stupid ALARM ! Paul once again right. Was that a lucky guess though ? I was freakin angry, naa DUHHH. On Twitter I kept on complaining that I should eat the octopus. Hey you knever know if he's a demon. HAHA wtf an Octopus is a DEMOOOOOOON -_- ?

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Soo, #GER lost and they have to fight to be the third place of the FIFA with #URU. I still don't know Paul's gonna predict who win/lose. But I heard that Paul had predicted who's gonna win the World Cup, which he picked #NED between that and #ESP, would it be true ? :O I still think Paul just had a lucky guesses. HAHA MEAAAAAAAAAAN. Who knows.

Well, now i dont know whom i go for, #NED or #ESP ? Most people are going for #ESP that included my dad. But who cares aye ;D I'll go for the one thats winning HAHA
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FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 !
YEAAAAAAAAAAH

EXAM finish ! :B

PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL !
ARGH !
Finally.. After all that studying night, I could do the exams. First thing when I heard the word "exam', of course people would be like WTF WTF WTF, or should I say "heart attack" (not real one-_-). Even before the exam week (week 9) I was studying hard for it, but sometimes you know, lackk and bored studying all day, even that dude said that I studied too early-____-- I'm quite happy of how this school is increasing about their education, it'll make me get used to what its like in Indo.
Anyway, the teacher also made a schedule and it was:

Monday 14th June 2010:- English & Health

Tuesday 15th June 2010:- Math & Arabic

Wednesday 16th June 2010:- Islamic Studies & REVISION

Thursday 17th June 2010:- Society and Environment & T&E

Friday 18th June 2010:- Science & I.T

Every night I studied but couldn't really concentrate you know, because, Facebook, Twitter, Plurk ? HAHA idiot. Of course I've got stuff that worrying me and it was obviously:

- English
- Math
- Society and Environment
- Science
- Islamic Studies
-___-

Some of the exam's scores are already out, but its SHIT ! Well, some of them. Hated it -___-- I would like to tell you, you know, but it'll be a shame for me if i got tease for it :P

SO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AYE ! REPORT ON WEDNESDAY 30TH JUNE 2010, PARENTS-TEACHERS MEETING -___- HAHAA (ngarep)<----- my language :)

Thankyou :)

FIFA WORLD CUP ! 2010

YEAH YEAH YEAH ! PAY ATTENTION (?)
Ones a 4 years meeen. Almost every night i watch it, so who do you think is gonna win ?

I'm not sure whom I go for. Too many goods one, you knoooow. I don't know why, but the players that stand out are Cristiano Ronaldo, KAKA♥, Tim Cahill hehe. Anyways, there are 4 groups aye ? which are:

Group A
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Uruguay 3 2 1 0 4 0 7
Mexico 3 1 1 1 3 2 4
South
Africa3 1 1 1 3 5 4
France 3 0 1 2 1 4 1

Group B
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Argentina3 3 0 0 7 1 9
Korea
Republic3 1 1 1 5 6 4
Greece 3 1 0 2 2 5 3
Nigeria 3 0 1 2 3 5 1

Group C
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
USA 3 1 2 0 4 3 5
England 3 1 2 0 2 1 5
Slovenia3 1 1 1 3 3 4
Algeria 3 0 1 2 0 2 1

Group D
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Germany 3 2 0 1 5 1 6
Ghana 3 1 1 1 2 2 4
Australia3 1 1 1 3 6 4
Serbia 3 1 0 2 2 3 3

Group E
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Netherlands3 3 0 0 5 1 9
Japan 3 2 0 1 4 2 6
Denmark 3 1 0 2 3 6 3
Cameroon3 0 0 3 2 5 0

Group F
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Paraguay3 1 2 0 3 1 5
Slovakia3 1 1 1 4 5 4
New Zealand3 0 3 0 2 2 3
Italy 3 0 2 1 4 5 2

Group G
Team MP W D L GF GA Pts
Brazil 3 2 1 0 5 2 7
Portugal3 1 2 0 7 0 5
Côte
d'Ivoire3 1 1 1 4 3 4
Korea DPR3 0 0 3 1 12 0

Group H
Team MP W D L GF GA Points
Spain 3 2 0 1 4 2 6
Chile 3 2 0 1 3 2 6
Switzerland3 1 1 1 1 1 4
Honduras3 0 1 2 0 3 1

FARR OUTT HAHA ! YOU KNOW WHAT MAAAN, I'LL GO FOR THE WINNING ONES :) OI, HOW BOUT YOU ? HAHA (sorry I'm bored, sooooo I'm weird :-)))

Storm 22/03/2010

HAHA lol, it was just a normal afternoon, a cloudy afternoon. Which that time, it was time to go home from school with the bus, when *i dont know the place called* we were turning left.. we didnt know we crashed a bird !!.. a white one!! like from the HEAVEN one!! haha

Anyways... it was getting worst, when i get home. It was drizzling then raining then hails ! (wtf ?) But i actually didnt see any hails only my dad* told me. hoho -there was lightning or THUNDER that scares my brother's pant off (?), he's like..going under the table ??
soo... then.. the power went off (oh greatttttt) and we (my dad, bro, and me) had only one CANDLE ! so i think thats why my bro got really scared-,-

anyways... my dad tried to call my mum 1000000x -coz he need to pick her up from working, but it was still raining and my bro was acting crazy as if he doesnt wanna let my dad's leg go to safe my mum-my. But WE have to, because like its getting worst o.o
i changed my pants into tight jean *in a rush* and a jacket just to make sure its cold and windy (well duh it is!.) When i went to the car, it was flooded, my jeans got fuckin wet and it's a dirty water-_______- but oh well... got into the car and.. wreeengggggggghh

SH*T ! omg, the road was full of cars mannnn, and it was f-l-o-o-d-e-d
and it was... completely chaos !!!!! *cant explain-,-*
oh.. i'll just say.. it was MACET ! hahah or traffic jam.. hehe
and so i picked up my mum, but then when we were going back home it was soooooooo 'fully sickk of cars' (wth)

FINALLY -like maybe 20 minute later, we got HOME ! alhamdulillahhhhhhhh.. hehe
but stil, f*ck ! the power still OFF, && like i cant do internet.. it was completely BORIIIIIIIINGGGGG, and dark duhh !
till that night i was frustrated and if you just look at me that night, you'll see how i AM desperately wanted to go to the internet , LOL is like i cant live without it, yea yea yea ?
ok, i think thats enough, haha, wait.. but like yesterday -tuesday until 10am it still not on ! and i was like "wewww" at school with NO POWER too !

Howeverrr.. the principal warned us about the storm that might* come again* so he told us to call our parents and guess what ! he made us not to go to school TOMORROW (wednesday, which means today) hahaha

I think its enough man.. i dont think people would read it :/ well i HOPE so ! haha
bye ! :P

Copy-pasted from my previous blog: 23/03/2010

5th blog ? HAHA :)

Welcome aye, to my 4th or 5th blog :D
I just wanna make a new one because some retards complained one of my post.
Please be kind aye :D Haha, most welcome to comment

Here is my Introduction from my 3rd blog, hehe:
Yo yo yo !
It's Hasnaa hereee. Hyeaaa..
Welcome, make yourself like your own blog while i make you a tea :)
You might think i got 3 or 2 blog, but i actually didnt write so many there..

So... you know my name, but you dont know where i live.. (erh, do you ?)
ok, live in Australia, Perth, but actually from Indonesia, that included Jogja :P
Started this blog in Grade 8 HAHA
school: L.I.C (can you believe thaat ?!) shutt..-_______-

OH yea.. i know my "introduction" is kinda lame or or what-so-called "lebay" (?)
but hey ? so what ? its just me.. gotta live with it DORKS :D

ok ok, i should stop now, right away, so like
Bub-bye ? haha