Hell-o?

Okay, more than an hour I guess I'm waiting. Where are you?
I'm AVAILABLE, as you wished, right? COMEEE OOOOON, I'm on MSN maaan.
Sadly, I can't cry right now, the tears wouldn't come out
when I feel like crying.
Does that mean I hate you??

No way.

As I'm wondering right now, I think you're taking a revenge. Are you?
What did I actually do to you? Did I ignore you?
If you thought I was. Then you're wrong.
I know you wanted me to start the convo first.
But usually, boy starts first. Right?
Since I kept on changing my MSN status, and now not anymore.
You're doing it-___-

When you're online and Available
I do really wanna talk to you, but you know me.
I'm shy.
What should I do? I can't change myself for only just.. one click?

From my deepest heart I'm sorry, you know I like you.
Maybe love you-__-
zomg, its lame-.-
Never wrote something like this before hh.

I miss youuu.
Don't you know??
Everynight, every single night,
I'm crying, and I'm hurt sometimes.
Not because of you, well , a lil bit.

Now that you're online..
Should I talk to you?

Perth Royal Show 2010

OHYEAAAAAAH, It's on alright(?) From the 25th of September (Saturday) - 2nd of October 2010 <-- Which is this Saturday.
YEAH, people kept on ask me "are you goin'?", "when are you going?", "who're you going with?", "planning anything today?".
NOOOO ! Yea yea yea, bad mood. I was gonna go, with my friends, my family friends, my neighbours I'll say. They are all boys aha :D Which they told me to bring my friends too. I invited 2 of my friends. Wow, yes, they're coming! Wooohooo. "Wait, when is it?", "Saturday?", "No", "wait", "Thursday!", "Sure?", "Sure?", "yeah", "what time?", "who's coming?". "Ok I'll come", "sure?", "yeah", "Ok", "aye, are you going?", "maybe". "Oh na, we're both not coming".
Wow, all that convo. Yup that thing did happen. I don't mean to tease you guys, but i'm just writing what I felt that night when you guys told me you guys not coming..
So I told my neighbours that I'm not coming, which was disappointing, I really wanna go. It was suppose to be today, but.. yeah, what else can I do?
I'm not allowed to be the "ONLY GIRL, blah blah blah. Dad said it's against religion. I'm like... Really? I guess I forgot bout it..
So today was cancelled and I end up sitting or shitting-__- in front of the computer. Music's on, typing, and a cup of water is beside me. And now, which you know I'm not going anywhere today, I'm gonna talk about the Royal Show instead. AHA. Bored much? I know-__-
For children, 5-15 years old: $12. While the adult is: $25. Big difference?
Family: $62; 1 single entry for 2 Adults and 2 Children OR 1 Adult and 4 Children.
DAMN
Aha. All I wanna do there was to go to the Claw, Haunted Hotel, Mega Drop, Nitro, Orbitor, Python Loop, Ranger, Shywalker, Speed, Super Nova, XXXL!
Okay, that was just about everything there. Should've write EVERYTHING, but hey! Maybe I can't afford it anyway-__- $10 for each ride PLUS long queue, PLUS, the hot sun (well, today's cloudy).
Dad's said, rather than that, I can save the money to buy the iPod Touch ehe :D the 4th generation, mate. -->-->-->

And also, really, my friends are going to Adventure World.

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They said it's more cooler, I mean, it saves more money, aha. Other than Royal Show?


HAHA, Adventure World sureee wins it.
So I'm a bit glad that I didn't go. But reaaaaaaaaaaaally, I do reaaaaally wanna go with him :( That's why I was a bit upset hah-_-
So... "are you going?"

Teenage Dream - Katy Perry (: ♥

It's kinda wrong, but I like the beat etc aha♥ The song and lyric is in the iPod music thingg, if ya wanna listen to it :D

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem feat. Rihanna (:

Actually hate the way you lie♥ (:

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Confused2

Well you know what?
I'm done with this blind gut.
Stupidity these days
is high up, what a disgrace.

I mean, come on?
Did my life just turned on?
Wow, yea, I'm a kid
Does it mean I don't have any trouble, captain kid?
Oh wait, I just turned thirteen
Does that mean I'm now a teen?

I already felt like I was a teen before you
so, shoo.
You don't control your mood like I do
I mean come on, I'm not a show off like you.

I repeat it again and again
You obviously don't have a brain.
You hurt my feeling
Are you good at healing?

You left me behind
you thought I'm offlined.
I always be there for you when you need me
But where are you when I can't see?
Can't see the answer that I need
This heart is gonna bleed
Any second now, I plead.

Wow, I'm confused
Is it because I got bruised?
I don't like being stuck here
Like the ones I love all disappear.

Am I innocent?
Do I have to write an agreement?
Oooohhh freaken hell, I'm done with all this shits in my head
But really, I hope its all gone when I'm dead..