Unreal

YEAH! Like from Sunday the 4th of July ---> HOLIDAY, he started to call meh, you guys shouldve seen my whole face after that HAHAHA. So anyways i felt guilty for not accepting the request to go out with him. YES ! It was last year since he like me, and at that time, i was so f*ckiiiiiiiin stupid ! Until now, i dont know what to do, but most of the night and afternoon he chat with meh, which is awesome♥ He told me to call him several times, but you know how my parents are really concern about having a boyfriend ?? URGHHH, is like killing my ass off :'(

I really don't know whether i should ask him out or just freaken SHOOT! Not those shoot thing with guns-__- with that love arrow thingy magic HAHA♥ I really wanna do that, but fck, HOW ?! I even searched it on the Internet but cant be stuff yoh know -__- This holiday, all i did was internet internet internet, tv tv tv, music music music, laughing laughing laughing (?) Isn't that the f*ckin, sh*test school holiday ever ?? My friends are going out with each other but some dont, which made me confused. Just dont know why. I really even wish to go out with him, i mean, its great because he's in year 9, cute (HAHA), kinda funny, etc♥ But..... grr dont know what to do now.

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Should I shoot him immediately or should I just wait until we're reaaaaaaally close enough ? HAHA
Really I could've just trash this stuff that going on all over my head but its just too important(?) -__-
Bye Now : )