I miss Indo D:

Okay, you know how this is holiday, right ? People would go to their country and LALALA, shopping -___-, going out somewhere etc. BUT HOW BOUT MEH ?! I'm twelve and I miss my country ! Do you know how much your country really look like the best home ever ? Hurrrrrrmmmmm... but I guess i have to see the situation, how my dad is really trying his hardest to finish his study, I mean, he studied here for almost, 2004-2005-2006-2007-2008-2009-2010, how many years is that ? 7 or 6 ? -___- and also my mum, who really work fast. And I dont think my bro is ready to head Indo's education, well, neither do I. But I just miss everything there, I just wish i could have 5 wishes.
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Those wishes won't happen though, but you can really make the wishes come true if you make the effort to it. WHICH I'm lazy ! Of course, these days girls and boys, ladies & gentleman(?) are lazy ! Can't be stuff, can't be bothered, can't be f*cked -___- which made me feel hopeless. I miss every food there that are HALAL haha :') Those McDonald and what ever they have and i the ones that i never eat it for almost 2 years :')) But i'll still try though, finishing my school and make a good grade. I mean, DAMN ! I could get kill in Indonesia. Maybe its because too much homework perhaps ? or the education really.
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Almost every day i pray, sometimes forgot to ask forgiveness, wishes, which makes me feel guilty about everything. I still wanna try though, i have to, reaaaaaaally, have to. HAHA LAME ! But yeah..

See yous : ]