T I R E D ;_;

Feels different now, school has started, and it was kind of normal. Yeah, normal but it's USUALLY normal, but not this term :( I don't know why I kept on let my self down. From my heart (?) it's because of you #again. But it's true anyway. Some other days you were giving a sign that you still like me, but sometimes you don't which it doesn't make sense! Well, yesterday (23.07.10) on Friday prayer, I got told by Year 7 girl that you "don't really like me" any more :( which I kind of pretended that I was happy, but no way, I'm not.

Okay... I admitted that I regretted what I've done, I should've go out with you last year ! But did you really asked me out ? Or was it just my friend ? C'mooooooooooooooooon ! I want an answer ! You were online last time but you didn't say anything to me :'( What should I do ? It's like I'm thinking/wishing/begging for you :(( I know that I might be arrogant in front of you, but you knew I'm a shy type of girl right ? I'm not use to you yet. What should I do ? Leave you alone ? I'm just tired of waiting :( I bet you too. I wanna call you soooo freakin bad :( But I guess you won't let me aye.

FOR FARK SAKE ! I'm writing this and, seriously I'm putting shits in my blog because of you ! I'm tired :''''(

But I'm still ... you niway :) (?)

HAHA gay -,-