Hell-o?

Okay, more than an hour I guess I'm waiting. Where are you?
I'm AVAILABLE, as you wished, right? COMEEE OOOOON, I'm on MSN maaan.
Sadly, I can't cry right now, the tears wouldn't come out
when I feel like crying.
Does that mean I hate you??

No way.

As I'm wondering right now, I think you're taking a revenge. Are you?
What did I actually do to you? Did I ignore you?
If you thought I was. Then you're wrong.
I know you wanted me to start the convo first.
But usually, boy starts first. Right?
Since I kept on changing my MSN status, and now not anymore.
You're doing it-___-

When you're online and Available
I do really wanna talk to you, but you know me.
I'm shy.
What should I do? I can't change myself for only just.. one click?

From my deepest heart I'm sorry, you know I like you.
Maybe love you-__-
zomg, its lame-.-
Never wrote something like this before hh.

I miss youuu.
Don't you know??
Everynight, every single night,
I'm crying, and I'm hurt sometimes.
Not because of you, well , a lil bit.

Now that you're online..
Should I talk to you?