Once

Have you ever been into a situation like....you're so confused whether you should hold on or let go? It's not that easy. Nobody said it was easy. How can you forget a person that've made you feel like you're a special person to him/her?

She never thought that it would be this hard. Meeting you IS some kind of an adventure for her. Hmm, how can she explain it in details tho....

She never thought that she was gonna meet you. It was like.... De javu.
And so......

Once, she was in junior high school, year 9. It was her first year being in a new school and new environment. It was a hard year for her as she was tryna catch some subjects that she'd missed. But then, she got used to it. And she lived her school life pretty well.

She met 2 guys there. Those guys are the ones that she used to date. The first dude was a good and smart one. The second? Hmmm.... aggressive, not that smart, lol, and umm.... pretty annoying as she remembers about him right now. She felt bad every time she thinks about the first dude. She thinks she treated him very awful. And every time she compares the first and second dude, she prefers the first dude now. Yes. She regrets dating the second one. Obviously he was bad. He was teaching her bad stuff. Which she thinks that he was leading her to the wrong path. Naw. She hates him now. She regrets for spending her times, money, pride, and those sort of stuff that she wasn't meant to give in that age. Shame. It was painful, still painful if she remembers those days in the pasts. But she doesn't wanna show it to the world. She doesn't really show how much she hates the second dude. She likes to keep friends without judging their backgrounds. She likes it to keep things to her self. Even tho they're really are some pain.

It was stupid how she got into that guy. Was she drunk? That's what she kept asking to herself. They were in some kind of a complicated relationship. She felt she had enough of him. She was getting tired for not getting appreciated. She almost gave up.

But then some figure came. It was someone that she thought she would meet. She was day-dreaming about you. Yes you. Someone she thought she would have some fateful feelings if she meets and gets to know you. She never knew it would come true.

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